JnaJay

Life really is a work in progress, always. I thought I got to the peak, the best things could ever be, and then it all tumbled down like dominoes. I remember thinking about that analogy alot at the time, dominoes. Now I'm climbing back up. I can see this place of peace in my mind. A piece of my mind. Peace of mind. The english language is stupid. Anyways... achieving

I really... this is just to get that other journal off of my front page, I hate it that its on the front page So whats new whats new... been hanging out with Lauree ALOT meeting alot of new people with her. Its alot of fun, but I am getting kinda tired of going out alot. I want to rent movies but they wont let me because my little brother got a game there months ago and we lost it or something. I wanted to see domino I want to watch movies today hey Morgan want to watch some movies today?

I need Josh. I'm just whithering without him. I feel terrible I feel sick and the only thing that I want to do is to talk to him and thats the one thing that i just cant do it feels awful and i know that no one ever said that this was going to be easy but god dammit i didnt know it was going to be so hard. but this morning Jason put me in a really good mood. :) he talked non stop from the time I picked him up until I walked away this morning to the bus. He's doing so much better now with everything thats been going on. I'm happy for him, to see him happy again. The tree dedication thing, I think I'm going to go skip class and see it. fuck